Saturday, September 14
hahas... huray!!!
i woke up with just one phone call..
and my parents allowed me to go...
without hesitation!!!!
*looks back*
yucks. so many things hath happened durin this lil short weekend..
its not even ending. and many stuffs had happened.
oh wells.
**ming tian hui geng hao**...
hees. *sighx*.
hopes for a turning pt.
okies.
morning everyone..
*lalas*.
:. muggers! have "fun" mugging!!! still got qt long to exams !! but chem test tml for sec 3s? *urghs*
:. h/w-doers! jiayous!
:. prelims' takers! ganpete...sure can ones.
tas ***big gRIn****
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reminisiced at 16:20
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i really miss those times
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is the weirdest thing on earth. i guess there's just so much i still have to learn. and change.
+ + + + + reminisiced at 06:05
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hmmx.
guess gbk's great for making ppl like me
and of coz. not without those sweet peeps
who nv fail to brighten up my day.
hmmx. and i dun give a damn about anon ppl
+ + + + + reminisiced at 04:26
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[[guess it all starts with m-i-s.]]
+ + + + + reminisiced at 04:20
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haix.... and whoever that anon person is..
i appreciate ur criticism. but i begged to differ.
hmmx. and ... haix.
guess sometimes the way to keep things to be hidden just leads into misintrepretations.
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hmmx.
realised everyone's out there just ain't too happy.
exam stress? or what?i care>abt myself?mabbe lorx.haix.duno
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hmmx.
guess what.
woke up in the noon today..
like when everyone else in my family was
already up + out
[[except for mi maid who managed to wake me up]]
and i was actually still in dreamland?!!!
den somehow arranged to meet michelle to go
see my future tuition centre...and had lunch together.
we had waffle ice-cream at A + W.
gosh its sure... delicious man!
butr... damnit.. the wts gonna increase.
oh wells. did i mention?!
bought some stuffs for some ppl.
hope will turn out nice.
the things there wer so cute..
but was saddening that i jus realised i din have enuff $$ to indulge in...
oh wells.
den... we did a lil maths.
and realised how how bad i was.
haix.
maybe i'll jus go have that one-to-one tuition.
den...
left for home ard 4++...
tryin to get hm by 4:35:02 pm given by my dad
who threatened to be angwie with me ... *hahas*
den.jie called me to..
hmx. yah. guess she's just so sweet.
and guess i'm just hecking about it
yahs. den had a sudden urge to pee all of a sudden
and was so damn ... *lame*.
oh wells.
got hm. and my dad wasn't even home yet!!!
haix. den okies. my sis..._+ fam left 4 m'sia.
for this mourning thing. had many doubts abt goign.
coz it was sure thang tt i wld end up studying there
which is qt rude. at one pt...i had decided to go..
and gues what..my dad told me not to ...because there
weren't enufff seats on the car?!
hmmx. but i 'm still feeling guilty.
coz it may be the very last time my extended fam wld be
gathering, as one. likke...
chinese new yr may nv be the same.
so crowded and all..
not that its cny celebs now.
miss my grandma.
but hw wld i go abt prayin tml?
missed m'sia. missed labis.
*haix*. but no use lamenting.
my dad + sis are already on their way there.
my mum's damn sud lorx..
she went der yesterday ...
haix. damn good lorx...
oh wels. that leaves me to being hm alone.. till midnight tml.
*bleahx* sure hope i can finish up the DIY stuffs i bought!@!!!!
=)
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arrx.
guessed i jus ruined the thing i was gona give.
((arrx))
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......
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Friday, September 13
someone.
shout the hell outa me.
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freak.
guess i am turning into a nocturnal animal.
am forever so tired in the morning.
but so energetic at night.
and i mean after 12pm?
cun get to sleep last night.
and i hate being raken for granted.
one sidedness..
its not me whose not tryin to piece it up lorx.
arrx.
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went hm early early ...
with kailing, sipei, wonus,
sarah, ying, kaini, becca.
lemme tell uj ... kaini's mad lorx.
like *haix* realised aft what they said abt me being hyper..+ all
there's somemore > cRAzY than me lorx.
oh wells. den went on the mrt w kl, si + wo.
realised wonus lived really near me.
had some interesting conversations with her..
and ... *maybe* considerin to take art nxt yr..
not that my art is tt gd...
only takin 8 subj now..
and my grades are not that good.
guess its time i take a 9th?!
and...
kaox. thaat tuition thingy.
really pissed me off lorx.
shun even have bothered to help them ask.
or i mean HER. oh wells.
whatever .... haix. hao ren shi mei you hao bao de.
now its me in confusion.
wld NV want one-to-one tuition.
or a grp one. but...
arrx. like ???
am planning to go for all the remedial the
sec 3 teachers are going to hold.
but dun really think it would be much of a helo.
cause its serving a general class?
and ppl like me whose goddamnit weak...
i really duno.
I HATE today.
still making up my mind on things.
and i can't. cause some great ppl haven made up er mind...
oh wells. better get going.
its so...
whatever
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oh wells. perharps i can be some teller.
predicted how the outcome wld be... since long ago.
it really affected me ,
a hell lot.so what if u r d pres?
i bet they din even care.
or probably just mocked about me
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i am home!!!
*tada* feels great being home early +
alone my maid. feelin so sticky now.
budden a storm is gonna start.
bleahx. haix,
today i did the worst thing one could ever do.
crying in school?!
oh wells.
was damn...... (((pissed)))?!
with some stopid idert durin recess...
and was further saddened again by another grp of ppl?
....just HATE being taken for granted.
or maybe i was just born to be.
meant to be..
whatever. dun like THAT attitudude..
like *so wHat?!*
hmmx.
sarah was damn nice.
i cun ctrl it back.just had to let it flow.
and she didn't ask me. but just asked
me to calms. haix. feel alot better aft tt.
ying was great too. haix. sometimes.
just cun stand that attitude. its some sort
of dagger. well which stimulated my
sensory nerves of the tear gland.
i guessed. i cried too much this yr.
with the exception of my infant years...
this was one that i teared almost every other day.
and the thing is. i dun cry because of stress.
or rather there was only one such occasion?
i cry... because...
i am just so disappointed.
so very...
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Thursday, September 12
oh yah...
i got a new cousin that was born yesterday!!!
hees.... but guess
... i drifted frm them liaox
*sighs*
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hahas. somehow the modem is back!!!
but shall just come on once in a blue moon.
got work to do now marhs.. so ...!!!
physics was such a flop.
haix. think i managed to get the correct ans...
but somehow didn't include it in
(((sighz)))
chinese paper was relatively ok.
but ... saw the same old ppl cheating agains.
dey damn bad ehs. get ALL the tips already
qt bad enuff.. still cheat during it??
wonders wher eir [iNteRgRiTy?!!]
and.had lishi meeting today.
guess i was so tired so ...
was easily pissed + loooked damn sianz.
must be because slept too late ...
sOrrIes! and ...hees. and guess my energy
revitalises at night. when the sun sets.
when wolves howl...oh wells.
today i wuz damn lucky ...
like poor lynette gt scolded by our 'dear'
geog tchr....when she was using e class comp.
jl + mich + ying were commenting tt
i had a terribly close shave...coz its
like ME who uses the comp frequently?
oh wells. and that toopid mr. wong...
arrx. duno larx. guess maybe its jus
my eL that deproved over my sec 2 hols?!
hmmx. dun like it when we slack too much during
lishimeets.. so baddy lorx.
*bleahx* haix. but ... @*#((@#*$#4....
lalla.... nehminds. ok.
shall go do geog researchy + sign gbks!!!
read: yesterday was such a sucky day. guessed what i spoiled my kitchen's toilet door by my mighty kick...ooh er..
btw.deepened the hatred i have for her*haix*
and some dedication to 911.
thrash the terrorists man.
for the 3031...who died....
yikes.they'll will be remembered.
hope... the world will be at peace
so will me + my sis.
my tchr flunk my zhuo wen.... AGAIN.
kaox. *arrx*
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Tuesday, September 10
missed the net...
*bleahx* recess ending so so soon ...
*hees* but i finished my stuffs liaox =)
okies. just dropped by.. [[by my ?blog??]]
to wish ya ppl...
lUcKzZz! 4studying!!!
haix...and...
mus study hard hard!!!
3h! 2u<2001>! xm,evil, jas, jm, jy, vie, rj, mj, col, hf, wen, sj ::
kl, dor, jacq, estha, cher, steffi, cheng ying, becca + all ::
aiyah.. to ALL.. hees ***
lucks. study hard!
and the sec 4s... moy! ammz! stef! sinyi! jesc ::
if u are reading this... SHOO!
go study hardi for ur prelims!
jiayou. good lucks!!!!
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Sunday, September 8
in school.
bleahx. jus flunked geog. ... amaths?!
oh wells. seriously need to buck up..
and oh yaah.... just to leave a note her.
dun think i 'll be comin online till end-of-year exams...
my mum confiscated my modem b4 i requested her to...
so ... *yah*. = [
but maybe its a blessin in disguise.
kies....maybe can still sneak online in school
will be missing ya ppl..
but *hees* can continue feedin my gbk.
yikes. got meeting now.
have to siams.
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*
sch yesterday was damn fun though.
evaluation.
din really look forward to it..coz really din noe how it wld turn out.
budden, hahas. realised i found much
confidence in it. and erms. hees... yah...
and well gained a few more wts..
[[come on... one shld have looked at the amt of food we pigged on lorx.!]]
well. it just comes to show that...
..
and thanx to evil who help me put that * here!!!
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